Hubs abstained this evening and congratulated me on day 10. That was nice. Baked a cake. No. Not to celebrate 10 days. just ’cause i like to bake and i like cake. Used a too small pan. ’bout burned up the damn kitchen. It was a lot of work and just barely okay. Edgy this evening. Evenings after work are hard. But i made it through another one. Snappy with the kid. But i apologized. Better than being sloshed around her. Tho my uptightness is muted with the wine. I do wonder which is easier or her, for most people, to endure. I am perfectionist uptight sober. But not so much with the wine. Jamey johnson. Lookin for a different way to fly.
a. Bound to be some bumps on the new flight path
b. Just be af for 4 times around the bracelet. no need to think it to death on the way.
I have thought of smoking a couple of times recently. any port in a storm. didnt do that either. Haven’t thought of smoking in ages.
Poops don’t work so well af. Family laughed at my poop tea.
positives: sleep better
bit of weight loss
can talk n text after 730 pm without slurring
sense of accomplishment/pride not embarrassed ashamed
the alcohol doesnt help anything
oh i have extra money n dont feel too guilty to spend it
and extra calories with which to eat