I traveled for work today. Flew to Boston and back. In the airport at 6:30-7:00 am, there was a woman drinking champagne. I was sooooooo stinking happy that wasn’t me. I was happier still that I wasn’t wishing it was me. You know, when you’re still drinking but trying to moderate and moderating is sucking because you really want to be drinking your face off but you are keeping it in check, instead. I was glad I didn’t spend the whole day wondering when the drinking could commence. I did think about drinking a second time. This time in the pm, as I was flyin home. But I didn’t long for it like I historically have. There is something about being completely abstinent for a period that changes how (often, intensely, long) I think about drinking. This change is interesting. And it’s nice that the wolf isn’t incessantly howling. Day 50 something. Sobering on.
It’s so great when that shift happens – I’m suddenly looking forward to a bunch of things because I won’t have to drink and thereby miss large chunks of fun things, holidays, etc. GOOD FOR YOU!!!! Long may this continue! All the best, Sophie xx
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Long may this continue is right on! I appreciate your supportive comment! Q
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YES! I used to be that woman too. One time I ended up in an airport bar with all these drunk guys. It was degrading!
I am glad the thoughts and urges are less for you!
Happy 50 plus days!!
xoxo
Wendy
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It is nice to deal with fewer urges. Appreciate you keeping an eye on me. Hope you and Mr. UT are well. Q
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Awesome!!!! Well done on your 50 days. x
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Thank you, Hurrah. It is nice to have the beginning behind me. Hope you are well. Q
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